When I started feeling the call to create a program on Pleasure, it felt guided, joyful, and so right. I was deep in the flow.
And then, shortly before I announce it - I woke up one day with this one loud thought "Who am I to talk about pleasure? I feel like a fraud."
This thought shook me. I felt a sinking feeling of "Maybe I need to cancel this."
Luckily, I have learned to rely on my people. My friend Jaime saw right through my bullshit and very matter-of-factly shared:
"You're actually the best person to teach about pleasure."
And suddenly it all made perfect sense.
I am the "structure" person. I am the person who finds it hard to let go, and not have everything planned. I am the person who needs a solid schedule. I am the person who grew up prioritizing the to-do list and never finding time for pure enjoyment. I am the person who couldn't enjoy myself without feeling guilty.
I have suffered this internal battle for much of my life.
🌿 I have learned to to face, befriend, celebrate, and integrate my Shadow.
🌿. I have walked through my resistance and made time for my Pleasure - breathing through the guilt like a wave.
🌿. I am the person who made a year-long commitment to surrender.
🌿. I am the person who still needs accountability to be in Pleasure.
🌿 I am the person who has been studying Pleasure and practicing integrating it for years.
🌿. I am the person who has seen my life continuously expand in magical ways beyond anything I could have ever imagined - as a direct result of letting myself BE, and fully and unapologetic experience Pleasure.
My origin story has decidedly NOT been flowy dresses, dancing, receiving, unicorns and rainbows.
I know what it means to work on shifting this.
I know what it looks like to shift your entire being to receiving, trusting, and allowing joy and Pleasure to become your NEW WAY.
I hope you'll join me in guiding you through this liberating wisdom, at such an important time. Sign up for Pleasure quest right here.